Voices in her head

She cant stop thinking of him.
She keeps up just for his call.

Did he ever call?
It did ring the first day. It made her crave for more calls.

Does he know?
Does she know he doesnt know?

She wants to change for him.
She wants to meet him as often. But...

Why "But"?
Hes never there. When hes there shes not there.

Didnt she throw him away a few years back?
She did.

Then why now?
She doesnt know the answer

He didnt notice her for the past few years?Then why him?
She doesnt know the answer.

Can she imagine him and her "together"?
She knows its a big mismatch.
She knows they can never clique

Then why?
She doesnt know the answer.

Then what does she know???
*irritated*
All she knows is...
Shes falling for him... deeply.