Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Oh well exaggeration is my thing! A week more and i am done for this semester.
But, as usual I'm caught in between. I want time to fly so that il be done with the whole unpleasant exam feeling but at the same time I'm not ready yet to answer so I need time to study!
Oh well, Life's like that!
ps. I cant help day dreaming too... Paaaaaarty! Chocolate buffet, yum yum
oops back to reality!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
Telepathy and stupidity
Its sometimes a wonder to think how much Ive matured especially in the last 3 years. I thought i started out as a matured, responsible person but on the way I realized I was just as same as the others immature in certain aspects. But, now i feel i have matured even in those few aspects.
For instance, there were times I thought this certain person connected with me so well. That is he knew what to say and when to call me. He would call me just when i think of calling him or messaging him. But, what i never realized was how naive i was and how smart he was. Imagine, everytime I wanted to send him a message Id log into singtel web sms. What I didn't know was that an sms would be sent to him (name) is stating a session with him. Then, either i would change my mind and close sending a message to him saying I have closed the session, or he'd end up messaging or calling me even before I can finish sending the message. Either way he knows when I think of him and thus, he beats me to it. Stupidly, I used to think it was telepathy and a sign that he is the one.
Now to think of it, it is funny but, it did take me quite a long time to figure it out. However, it is point that shows my outlook towards love, from the fantasy, fairy land love to the reality, two people meeting at the right place and the right time.
Stole the last phrase from a dearest friend :P
For instance, there were times I thought this certain person connected with me so well. That is he knew what to say and when to call me. He would call me just when i think of calling him or messaging him. But, what i never realized was how naive i was and how smart he was. Imagine, everytime I wanted to send him a message Id log into singtel web sms. What I didn't know was that an sms would be sent to him (name) is stating a session with him. Then, either i would change my mind and close sending a message to him saying I have closed the session, or he'd end up messaging or calling me even before I can finish sending the message. Either way he knows when I think of him and thus, he beats me to it. Stupidly, I used to think it was telepathy and a sign that he is the one.
Now to think of it, it is funny but, it did take me quite a long time to figure it out. However, it is point that shows my outlook towards love, from the fantasy, fairy land love to the reality, two people meeting at the right place and the right time.
Stole the last phrase from a dearest friend :P
"It takes two to Tango"
Been struggling for two years in an on and off friendship (as hilarious it may sound)... and just like a friend of mine said it just suddenly strikes you that it is the end.
No longer obliged to be a friend, an enemy or anyone of any importance.
And yet it never ended in the way i wanted it to.
Does it matter how it ends as long as it ends?
Yet it would have felt better, more at peace if we were to walk in our own separate paths after a good handshake.
The toughest problem so far is to accept reality, but it is much worse when it comes along with the loss of a potential best friend.
Maybe that was the reason that it had been long going, struggling for 2 years. At times I've considered myself to be a rebel and it is this nature that doesn't let me give in to nature's laws of "Thats how life is". So tough that it took me this long to break the ties of a beautiful friendship.
However, there is a saying
"It takes two to Tango"
No longer obliged to be a friend, an enemy or anyone of any importance.
And yet it never ended in the way i wanted it to.
Does it matter how it ends as long as it ends?
Yet it would have felt better, more at peace if we were to walk in our own separate paths after a good handshake.
The toughest problem so far is to accept reality, but it is much worse when it comes along with the loss of a potential best friend.
Maybe that was the reason that it had been long going, struggling for 2 years. At times I've considered myself to be a rebel and it is this nature that doesn't let me give in to nature's laws of "Thats how life is". So tough that it took me this long to break the ties of a beautiful friendship.
However, there is a saying
"It takes two to Tango"
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