Crack!
Not the twigs in fire
but the sounds of breaking glass
Came along; a change
that melted the heart,
the ever so hard rock into a shiny glass
Feelings and emotions became so transparent
She became transparent
Weeks passed by, Months passed by
and yet it felt like seconds
The glass was soon indistinguishable
from a sparkling diamond
One day she woke up for what she thought was the best day of her life
But the glass shattered
even before the transformation can be complete
Unseen and unpredicted
And she waits and hopes that another change will come along
to put the pieces back in place
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Crazy...
Well remember the "dream". I later found out that my friend had fainted and was quite sick. During that time i had left offline msgs but didnt think about calling or msging her. Maybe if i had called her id have woken her up or even prevented her from fainting. The dream was like a hidden msg.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Dream or a reminder of reality?
Some times some things need to happen to make us realise how granted we take some things in life or to remind us reality.
anyways lets go straight to my dream. Its a very long one maybe in short series which i assume to be one whole story. Anyways in my dream my former warden probably has just left to school. Somehow when we are near his office we see this other room in which he has recorded himself in a tape(no my dream is not a remake of ring... these are the good parts) And somehow using the tape we can project an image of him standing with us and take a proper groupie picture which none of us actually did in reality! While posing of the picture Im not sure how but i even see my friend's brother whom i hardly know there playing around with wax... weird! (No not a remake of house of wax)
The dream goes onto the second part where i am doing grocery shopping with one of my close girl friends in NUS maybe for some tripe and somehow i spend a quite long time with the sales assistant whose trying to find boneless chicken as well as making a friendly conversation... more weird!
Finally when iv found what i want to buy and she has bought what she wanted (hey you know what this actually reminds me of shopping at Georgies mart in the evening with her!) Anyhow there is this ladder that leads to somewhere, maybe attic, I try to climb on it but I realise that the ladder isnt supported well and so refrain from climbing. Now, somehow still on the way out of the building my friend tells me about there being a hospital in the complex which is out function. I also see people sleeping on beds and sleeping bags outside some what seemed to be like furniture store. I end up analyzing this with my friend and a few others i dont know. Thats when we (I) realized that its getting late and theres a storm coming. We finally manage to leave the place when i remembered i forgotten my bag!
Going back in for the bag, the door now feels like a heavy wooden door with old fashioned metal knob of an old mansioned house (not anywhere to the feel of a complex though i am going back to the complex which has the hospital) I dont know if my friend is following back, but when im in there thats when I see the people i have been talking to in a room. I start hearing spooky thud noises. Those people warn me not to leave. Then a bunch maybe 4-5 unknown people come inside to that room. They say something im not sure what but the other people around me say I invited the dead in... That i should have left when i went and not come back in. It somehow has brought back them in. It seemed like that bunch was asking if any of the people around me wanted to play with them!
An old man next to me asked that woman to shut up... I figured that these bunch wouldnt leave now without taking any of the old ones with them and yet the man was kind enough to ask the person telling me all this to shut up. All that person (i think it was a woman) said seemed so real and so scary.It seemed safe to leave that place so i took my bag and put the lock on knob and was about to shut the door behind me when my friend comes running in for me. I almost locked her in, but I was quick enough to call her back and she was quick enough to run back, hold the door and squeeze through the gap. We let the door and close and knew the lock is on. No outsiders can come in now. I know the damage is done but I hoped i prevented further damage .(Atleast that whats i thought in my dream... few spooky figures in better than many i thought)
Outside walking in the dark, Its still raining too. She said she heard whispers those of the dead nurses and some patients too of the hospital. Somehow i felt brave with her next to me. I wanted her to come till my house. (im talking about the one back in sri lanka).But she wanted to go take the first bus from the first bus stop rather than the one near mine. I am pretty much begging her to come with me to the second stop. That i will wait with her at the bus stop. (At the same time I am hoping to call my dad to come to the bus stop. Somehow my dad is always my hero and savior!) She doesnt realise that I am really scared. Maybe she agrees, but i wake up from the dream all spooked out yet feeling the intense fear of being abandoned in the lonely dark night.
I know this dream is nothing to those iv had before or to those insane ones which many others had. Iv had a dream even meeting the angel of death yet somehow this was different. This felt real. Spooked me even when i was writing the part that I brought in the dead. I dont know whether she was there till the end but i realised how much this girl, my friend, is there for me. But would it remain the same when she gets married? I dont know too.
I just want to tell you how much i appreciate you being there for me, even in my dreams. Thank you :)
anyways lets go straight to my dream. Its a very long one maybe in short series which i assume to be one whole story. Anyways in my dream my former warden probably has just left to school. Somehow when we are near his office we see this other room in which he has recorded himself in a tape(no my dream is not a remake of ring... these are the good parts) And somehow using the tape we can project an image of him standing with us and take a proper groupie picture which none of us actually did in reality! While posing of the picture Im not sure how but i even see my friend's brother whom i hardly know there playing around with wax... weird! (No not a remake of house of wax)
The dream goes onto the second part where i am doing grocery shopping with one of my close girl friends in NUS maybe for some tripe and somehow i spend a quite long time with the sales assistant whose trying to find boneless chicken as well as making a friendly conversation... more weird!
Finally when iv found what i want to buy and she has bought what she wanted (hey you know what this actually reminds me of shopping at Georgies mart in the evening with her!) Anyhow there is this ladder that leads to somewhere, maybe attic, I try to climb on it but I realise that the ladder isnt supported well and so refrain from climbing. Now, somehow still on the way out of the building my friend tells me about there being a hospital in the complex which is out function. I also see people sleeping on beds and sleeping bags outside some what seemed to be like furniture store. I end up analyzing this with my friend and a few others i dont know. Thats when we (I) realized that its getting late and theres a storm coming. We finally manage to leave the place when i remembered i forgotten my bag!
Going back in for the bag, the door now feels like a heavy wooden door with old fashioned metal knob of an old mansioned house (not anywhere to the feel of a complex though i am going back to the complex which has the hospital) I dont know if my friend is following back, but when im in there thats when I see the people i have been talking to in a room. I start hearing spooky thud noises. Those people warn me not to leave. Then a bunch maybe 4-5 unknown people come inside to that room. They say something im not sure what but the other people around me say I invited the dead in... That i should have left when i went and not come back in. It somehow has brought back them in. It seemed like that bunch was asking if any of the people around me wanted to play with them!
An old man next to me asked that woman to shut up... I figured that these bunch wouldnt leave now without taking any of the old ones with them and yet the man was kind enough to ask the person telling me all this to shut up. All that person (i think it was a woman) said seemed so real and so scary.It seemed safe to leave that place so i took my bag and put the lock on knob and was about to shut the door behind me when my friend comes running in for me. I almost locked her in, but I was quick enough to call her back and she was quick enough to run back, hold the door and squeeze through the gap. We let the door and close and knew the lock is on. No outsiders can come in now. I know the damage is done but I hoped i prevented further damage .(Atleast that whats i thought in my dream... few spooky figures in better than many i thought)
Outside walking in the dark, Its still raining too. She said she heard whispers those of the dead nurses and some patients too of the hospital. Somehow i felt brave with her next to me. I wanted her to come till my house. (im talking about the one back in sri lanka).But she wanted to go take the first bus from the first bus stop rather than the one near mine. I am pretty much begging her to come with me to the second stop. That i will wait with her at the bus stop. (At the same time I am hoping to call my dad to come to the bus stop. Somehow my dad is always my hero and savior!) She doesnt realise that I am really scared. Maybe she agrees, but i wake up from the dream all spooked out yet feeling the intense fear of being abandoned in the lonely dark night.
I know this dream is nothing to those iv had before or to those insane ones which many others had. Iv had a dream even meeting the angel of death yet somehow this was different. This felt real. Spooked me even when i was writing the part that I brought in the dead. I dont know whether she was there till the end but i realised how much this girl, my friend, is there for me. But would it remain the same when she gets married? I dont know too.
I just want to tell you how much i appreciate you being there for me, even in my dreams. Thank you :)
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